In My Memory…

Well, I guess I should post some kind of update on here since it’s been so long. Here is what has happened to me. I’ve got someone in my life that I can tell everything to. I don’t have to hold anything back and I can even bounce ideas off of her. It’s pretty much taken the meaning out of posting on here. I used to post on here to get it out of my system and let my voice be heard. I guess I just don’t feel that need anymore. I’m changing, for the better I am sure. Heidi is not or trying to change me, she understands who I am and accepts it. I guess the direction I’m going in is that I want the life that I’ve always wanted, now I’m willing to do what it takes to get it. I have no fear of failure, though I acknowledge that it’s possible. I have things that need to happen soon and will do all that I can to ensure that they do happen. I’m finding my place in this life and I’m happy with it. My mind is so calm and focused, something that I’ve never had outside of knocking on deaths door with drugs and alcohol. You suffer for a reason, figure out what that reason is.

Where do we go from here?

So I was going to bitch that everyone I know hasn’t been updating their bloggs when I realized that neither have I. Actually, Matt did post an update recently and I missed it. I haven’t been online much at all lately, at least not on here long enough to get something posted. I’ve been listening to a lot of new music and doing computer work on here. I go back to work next Tuesday, after 2 weeks off, and I’m really excited about it. I need the money real bad and I’m working with just Trevor. I’m going to be doing some siding down in Augusta. Monday we are supposed to go down and take a look at the job to see how long it’s going to take us to get it done. Heidi and I are hanging out as much as we can, which is cool because there’s no one I’d rather hang out with right now, besides the usual crew. I’m trying to stay in and save money so that I can get another car and pay rent on time this month. I guess that is all for now. Keep liven’.