Not much longer

So, Heidi, Brit, and I are going to be making our way to Sugarloaf tommorrow afternoon. I’m really excited. I’m sure we’ll have a great time. Last year, when we went up there at Christmas time, it was really cool. We’ve got some passes for the Turbo Tubes and sleds for the nightime when they shut down the trails. It’s going to be so nice to get the hell out of town. I hope everyone that reads this has a great holiday.

Crunch time…

It’s crunch time at school. There is a calmness at school that kind of freaks me out. The semester is almost over, but no one seems to be acting like it is. Maybe they stress out when they go home at night. Maybe I’m just like them, calm when I’m there but freaking out when i’m alone. I can’t tell. No one I talk to seems worried in the least. It’s just me. It’s just me.

Maybe I am going to Hell, after all…

Well, I’m here at home, instead of school, because I’m sick again. This time I don’t even know what I have. I feel like I want to die, that’s my biggest symptom. It feels like someone took my brain out and emptied a jar of cheap peanut butter in the space that was left. My chest is congested. I’m sneezing and coughing a lot. I left work early yesterday because I felt so fucking bad. Enough about that shit.

I traded in my PS2 on Saturday for in-store credit at the local Gamestop. I really want an XBOX 360 and the PS2 has been gathering dust. Some people have sports heroes and what not, but my heroes are game designers. Cliffy B, a guy whom you could’t tell was a game designer by looking at him, is my all time favorite. Every project he gets involved with turns out to be pure gaming gold. His newest project, Gears of War for the 360, looks awesome. It’s exactly the type of game I love. So much so that they NES was sacreficed on eBay to fund my need to play it.

Alright, I’m getting whoozy. I’ll post another section of info about the whole SAMSARA experience when I am feeling better and have some free time. Warning, that may not be till school is over towards the end of this month.

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