There are so many times in a person’s life where fate whispers in your ear and tells you where to go. Until recently, I hadn’t really ever listened to that voice. I feel like I’ve been walking around blind for quite some time. I had even found slight happiness in going to a mediocre job that had nothing to do with any of my interests in the least. That time is over. I have begun a new stage in my life and have no intention of ever turning back or looking over my shoulder. I finally have the mental strength and drive to make the hardest and most life altering decisions to change my life for the better. I have also decided that some of the people, I have known for years, cannot make the rest of this journey with me. I have no time for people that only want to hold me back or bring me down to their level. I want people who want to bring me up to their level. People who understand that, Life can feel so fucking beautiful when you try your hardest to make it better. At arms length are the loafers, junkies and emotional vampires of my past. Yes, I’ve been one of each of them myself, but that time is long gone. Don’t get me wrong, I’m almost always ready to have a good time. I’m still the “funny guy” you remember. I’m still the guy that held your hair while I puked on your shoes. There’s just more than you ever could have imagined behind these eyes.
December 4, 2006 at 1:15 am
Thanks for introducing me to this site Andy!!!